Hime's diary

There's a reason why attach this picture to this blog post.
Only the five of us know.
Maybe until tomorrow, the number of people knowing will increase.
Bah, it is just for a laugh. Haha. Who cares.

The time spent with the girls today is enjoyable.
Gather around the table, discussing things and just laugh out loud, barely doing anything.
I appreciate the moment.
To me, the definition of fun is not determined by how sweaty you become, run around and fooling around and stuff.
Sitting down, having a cup of F&N and laugh and chat and hear May's piano performance is fun too.
Really. Another type of fun. Thanks so much.
It might seem a little insignificant to you, why?
Easy, because you are not me.

It's only too natural for someone that have been criticized to be unhappy.

And i'm so sorry, that i don't like you.
And i really don't wish to be friends with you.
Don't come near me, i feel disgusted.
Don't worry, these words are said to whom i am not befriended.

No picture for this post too.

To me, i think that the most painful thing is regret.
Please, if i do anything wrong, tell me.
You can call me or text me or even tell me face to face.
Just be frank with me.
I don't want to regret afterward or something.
Of course i have regrets before, so i know the feeling.
It's a torture.
I can still remember every details of them and i know i will continue to remember it forever.

Things i want to say to:

Hui: You seem agitated in some ways, just keep a distance from that partcular person and remember that we will always be there for you.

May: You haven't change since Form 1! Only now i see it. From Hui's blog. The picture of you.

YJ: I am happy for you, friend. It seems that you have finally undo the knot in your heart. I like the current you. Congratulations! Now, we can share the joy. Cheers!

Me: Just feign ignorance to what other people say about you. You have your own life, and they have theirs. They don't know you thoroughly, they don't have the right to comment about whatever that concerns you. Just fign ignorance. Do what you are supposed to do. Care just your real friends. But, pray for the ones who dislike you too. Love your enemies. Says, God. Amen.

This is the bus station in Singapore.
It's clean and big.
I went to Singapore today with my family, just to go see my bro's school for the very first time.
I was thrilled, not the fact that i was going to see my bro's gigantic, enormous and splendid school.
But the fact that i was taking a bus to Singapore.
When was the last time i took a bus? It's like about 9 years ago.
Therefore, i have totally forgotten what it feels like, riding on a bus.
I can't deny that i love it.
It was awesome.
I enjoyed the whole thing, from the first moment when i board the bus till i get off the bus.
I love the feeling when the bus stops, i will fall forward a little as i was standing.
I love the feeling of looking down from the bus's window, and see all the cars pass by.
I love the feeling of people getting on and off bus at every stop as i wait for my stop.
It was incredible.
This trip to Singapore, saved it to memory.

Girls, can we go to Singapore together during the June school holidays?
Taking a bus.

No picture for today's post.

I am alone in my house now.
Being abandoned by my mum and bro.
They went to Singapore again to finish up my bro's applications.
So, i am dumped at home.
Haha, it's not the first time actually.
I am actually kinda excited, because mum isn't there to nag at me.
Woo hoo!
I am so touched just now.
I know my dad loves me dearly and maybe too much.
But you know what?
When i came back from school in Jes's car, he was there to open the door for me.
I was gobsmacked.
He came back because he was too worried about me staying at home alone.
The feeling was so overwhelming.
But of course i told him to go to work.
So now i am alone.
How much can a father love his child?
This much, this much.

Another great movie.
It's about the Titans, Greek Gods.
They are Zeus, Poseidon and Hades.
This has become a popular theme for a movie these days.
It's almost the same theme as Percy Jackson.

It's raining now.
It's rains everyday now, and i am actually enjoying it.
Love it too much.
The feeling of waking up when it is raining outside is so cool.
Far much better than the hot and sweltering sun.
Hate it.

I love bookmarks.
To someone who love novels and books like me, bookmarks are useful and nice.
I will cherish everyone of them.

My dad is flying off the pan now.
Terrifying. But luckily it's not me he's angry with, it's my brother.
I totally understand why.

People humiliate or scold people through Facebook.
Facebook is not designed to be used like this.
Don't be overwhelmed by your anger and lost your rational.
Facebook is a very dangerous weapon.
Once you post something, the whole world knows.
If you humiliate a person, that particular person will not be able to lift his head ever again.
Why will anyone be so cruel?
I totally patronize that kind of people.
Are you so timid that you can't ambush him yourself?
Tell him what infuriate you so much face to face.
That's gentleman's way.
Scolding through facebook? That's coward's way.

Watched it in CS with Jes yesterday.
I have heard people praising this film on how good it is and etcetera etcetera.
After seeing it myself, their praises were solidified.
Mm hmm, it is a incredible movie.
The plot and all were done perfectly.
I love the ending, catches us in both sides.
Sorrow and happiness.
Two thumbs up.

Never judge a person by his look. Never.
If you don't know that person well, please don't do that.
And by the way, even if he's really the way you said, how in the world does it concern you?
Even if i walk out wearing nothing or drink water from the tap, can you please just mind your own business?
I have changed. I am no longer the busybody i was in Form 1 and 2.
If you know me just half well, you will notice that.
So can you just treat me the way i treat you?
Don't understand? That means piss off.
Shut the hell up.
And i will appreciate it.
You have to know that because i don't say it doesn't mean i don't know how,
it's just that i don't want to end up becoming loathesome people like you.