I have a great satisfaction in our choir performance.
No matter what others say.
I know it wasn't perfect, but it was really better than the rehearsal one.
Agree?
At least we did ok.
Not too bad. Right?
Cameraman of the day, KX, signaled us a "good" sign.
At least we earned it.
And i love the performance by May may and Kei kei and Esther and others.
The traditional dance.
Cool.
Jes and me went home early.
So we didn't know what happened after that.
Salted fish said they had quite a fun.

YJ's blog is removed.
Where did you go?

Visited my brother today.
Time really passes so quickly i barely realized.
Just two more weeks and he's out of there.

I will blog less these days.
Exam's coming.
Ciao

Went to the rehearsal for the choir performance.
I wasn't in good condition yesterday.
Felt giddy and i think that was the cause of my nausea.
Luckily i didn't eat lunch if not i will throw everything up.
Strictly speaking, i did eat. A packet of biscuit and a packet of milk.
That's all.

Our performance is the first.
And i think lots of people don't like it.
Lack of cooperation. I know.
But it's not going to some world's competition or something.
So. In addition, we have limited time to practise.
So, pardon our mistakes and all.
Even if you don't like it, i will not be the slightest discouraged.
I know we will have fun on stage.
That's the most important part.
And i really want to thank Ah Hui and BY.
You guys has been really awesome.
If it weren't for you guys, i don't know how our choir performance will turn out.
I love you all.

I have been feeling giddy for quite some time now.
I really wonder what's wrong.
And hope that jia ming will have a speed recovery.
Amen.

The feeling came like a tidal wave.
Washing me and brought me to the bottom of the ocean.
My lungs were insufficient of fresh air.
But i can't feel it.
Because another pain was overwhelming me.
Heartache.
Why was it so torturing?
Because i did my best on swimming.
But it came to nothing.

God wants me to know that:
If i relax, it comes.
Don't seek, don't search, don't ask, don't knock, don't demand.
Just relax.
If i relax, it is there.
If i relax, God will show me the way.

Thanks for the memories.
You are in my most beautiful memories.
If God permits, i would like to remember it forever and even take it with me after i die.
All the time spent with you girls. Countless times.

Right after tuition, my dad fetched me and Jes to Ah Hui's house.
Her dad was organizing a party, and there was really a lot of guests.
The food was terrific, and i really love the ice kacang.
Not forgetting the agar-agar too!

It has been a while since i last met Jasmine.
Changed into a sweet young lady. =)

Played cards upstairs and it was really fun.
Although some are childish, but i really like it.
It was thrilling.

After that, we went downstairs again to grab something to eat.
Ah Hui ordered a plate of mutton.
It was really nice too.

Photo-shooting session.

Firecrackers!
It was superb!

That's my doggie. Her name is Purple.
Say hello!

A question has been popped out in my head since last Sunday.
How will we look like if we die?
Christians, like me, believe that the body we are using right now are just shells that are borrowed.
And after we died, we have to return it to nature.
And then our souls will come out from the shells and follow Jesus.
How will we look like then?
Our looks right now, belong to our body.
Do our souls look the same as our body?
Or just look like a cloud of mist?
I am curious.
Maybe all the souls in the world look exactly the same.
God's fair. Right?
No more unusually pretty ones or handsome ones.
Is it like that?
And all the physically-challenged ones, their souls are perfect.
Because it's their bodies which are not functioning good. Not their souls. Right?
I have always believe that what we look like right now, will be the look after we die.
It will be the same.
But that doesn't seem fair to others which are crippled or so.
Therefore, i hope my theory on the look being the bodies' is right.
God is fair.

THE LAST DAY
Happy moments past by faster than any other moments.
Time to go back.
Packed all our things and headed back.

I can see that my brother was not happy to leave but, it left him no choice.
And there are only 26 more days left for him to graduate.
We spent six hours to get back home from KL.
The traffic was so heavy and i had to hold back from answering nature's call.

Ate at a mamak stall at 8.30p.m.
Reached home at 9p.m.
Moped my room and unpacked the things.
Dead beat.
Off the light, doze off.
Snoring.

THE FOURTH DAY
Went to Megamall right after we had our breakfast at the hotel.
My brother wanted to catch a movie.
So we accompanied him to purchase his tickets and the following picture is what we visioned.
Good gracious! It was only 10 in the morning and the crowd was terrifying!
Oh well. This is the life in KL.
He chose the movie, Wolfman.

My mum and i wandered around the shopping mall.
Buying things, looking at branded stuff and taking pictures.
These are the purse in the shop Che Che.
One of these costs RM350.00.
They cost a bomb don't they?
But they are so cute.

Oh! And the decorations in the shopping mall was fantastic!
They are really creative and remarkable.
Unlike JB.
I even saw lion dance performance!
I love lion dance since tender age.
It's really interesting isn't it?
This is the best i could take.
The people in front of me was burying me!

Presenting!
The fashionistas!

THE THIRD DAY
Have to wear new clothes today.
Actually, i wore new clothes everyday. Hahar!
Went to my grandfather's house for breakfast.

At noon, we went back to hotel for a nap.

(Night scene of Sunway Pyramid)
At night, i buy our family a meal with a budget of RM100.
This is because i received a huge AngPau from my grandmother as a reward for my good grades.
I gave her call to thank her as she was not in KL for CNY.
She said welcome and said that she will still give me after my SPM if she is still around.
I will still be delighted even if she didn't give me the big AngPau she promised.
That's not my real aim. My real aim is to open my own bright future.
I don't care if no reward is given. That's not my priority.

Turned in early.

THE SECOND DAY
When i woke up, i felt uneasy and was aching all over around.
I wasn't used to the hotel's bed.
The good thing is, i took a hot water bath and immediately felt energetic.

Shopping time!
Hehe. I guess i can never be a boy, having such great interest in shopping.
Bought lots of things because we seldom have the chance to shop at KL.
So, since we were there, we attacked as many shops as possible.
Felt a little guilty towards daddy.
Spent a lot of his money.
Don't worry, i will be very filial in the future.


Ate steamboat as lunch at my aunt's place.
Sort of a reunion lunch.
It's the happiest thing in my Chinese New Year trip.
Family gathering.
We get to laugh ourselves out.
Goodbye worries.
Goodbye sorrows.
Hello happiness.

Little Clarys made my day.
She discovered my brother's braces.
And said it was scary.
The way she said it was really funny.
She still can't speak properly and that's why it was so cute.
Everyone laughed!

Had reunion dinner at my grandfather's house.
Just a few of the family members came. How sad.

At night, our family hanged out at the bar in the hotel.
Me and my brother played billiard ball (not sure if this is the name).
It was so fun!
Dad and mum sat at a table drinking wine.
After that, me and my bro ordered beverages to drink.
I drank a cup of Sexy Lady. With low content of alcohol.
I am turning into an alcoholic.
Gah!

THE FIRST DAY
Woke up at dawn, 5.30A.M.
Freshen up and double checked everything.
I forgot to take my little purple toy dog with me.
Rushed in and carried it out.
Slept in the car, pillowed my dog.
On the way, we fetched my brother from his camp.
Was forbidden to go in because i wore short pants.
Screw that guy. He said it was tak sopan.

Checked in to the hotel.
Unloaded our luggage.
Changed our clothes and headed to my aunt's house.
I was so excited to see my new born cousin sister, Heidi.
Look how adorable she is!
I had a mixed feeling of joy and fascination.
She was such a small little thing.
Thinking that i was once like that and with a puff, i was this big already.

Heidi's second sister, Clarys.
My favourite cousin sister. She is the cutest of them all.
I wished i could take her home.
Obviously, i show more preference to her.
Hahar!
Eldest child of the Tong family, Venezia.
The so-so one. Hahar!
Don't get the wrong idea though, i love her too.
But i love Clarys more. It's different. Hahar.
I still buy sweets for her and play with her.
I hope she can kick her bad habits like being choosy on food.
That's why she looks like a skeleton walking around.
Lastly, the old woman (compared to them).

Look at this picture.
Imagine Jes as the bird and the cat as the cat.
This is exactly what was going on just now.
Shouldn't human be the cat and the cat as the bird?
It wasn't like that for Jes.
The most hilarious part was, the cat was just a kitten.
Probably just 15cm long.
And she was so terrified that she keep on calling my name. Nice.

Will be absent on Friday.
Really excited about chinese new year.
Hope that we can play like maniacs on the day we go to Hui's house.
Yay! Firecrackers! Woohoo~

Words to say to:
YJ: Friends are important. But, be sensible.

Kitt: To you, now, the world seems to fall apart. Somehow, you have to get a grip on yourself.
Pull yourself up. it will be near impossible, but try. Pray for you. Amen.

KX: Guess what? I took the paper you wrote home.

Myself: Don't let the negative things overwhelm you. Talk less.

I feel like if i am on top of the world right now.
Exhausted physically, but energetic mentally.
It's such a great feeling to help others when they are in need.
I don't care if i don't get any rewards for my good deeds.
And i think it was God who brought the injured girl to me and let me take care of her.
Really appreciate it and thank you from the bottom of my heart.
It may seem a real minor matter. But to me, it's really meaningful and priceless.
I saw the girl sitting on the floor moaning, and i didn't have any other thoughts but to help her.
She can't walk to the canteen and we simply can't attend to her with the condition of the surroundings.
The heat and all the ones who were looking as if a drama was showing at that time.
I fetched a stretcher instantly and carried her to the canteen.
She was such a poor thing. Her leg got cramped and she can't even bend it.
We massaged her leg and keep on fanning her to keep her cool.
She was trembling and sobbing.
Then, Puan Chew came and lift up her leg straight and just bend her foot.
She screamed with all her might and i was sympathetic with her.
Ouch. That must hurt very much. If i were her, i would have fainted.
To my surprise, she felt OK immediately.
A wave of relieve washed over me.
With one hand carrying her bag, and the other carrying her shoes,
i helped her up her father's motorcycle.
Her dad didn't seem to care.
I was smiling to myself the whole two hours after i reached home.

In case you don't know yet, this is the new face of our friendly neighbourhood, Spiderman.
Isn't him cute?

For your information, that picture is from photobucket, ok.
I won't claim it mine. It's really nice taken, isn't it?
Ate sushi with Jes today, at dinner.
I ordered what i liked best, including Kimchi soup, Soft shell crab roll, and fried dumplings.
The portion is big enough for the two of us to share.
We share all the food.
And i think sushi is best go with a cup of hot green tea.
A typical Japanese style. Except that i didn't sit in the way how Japanese sits.

There's a new drama called 'jiu xiang lai zhe ni' showing now.
Starring Ella and Yan Cheng Xu.
Wanted to see, but suddenly lost my enthusiasm. Forget it.
Taiwan dramas aren't like those days'. Sad to say.

The new time table rose my exasperation once i got it.
I felt like crumpling it right away and throw it into the rubbish bin.
What the heck has gotten into the one who arranged this nonsense?
I am really dissatisfied with it.
On Thursday, according to the new time table, we have to stay back until 3.30p.m.
Great! Do you expect me to starve to death or to just fill our stomach with water?
No recess in between except the one at 10a.m.
Change it right away.
I don't know how can someone be so brainless.

By the way. We have to stay back until 1.50p.m. on Monday.
3p.m. cross-country.
Do i have time to eat? NO.
Why? Because i have duty. And i am supposed to be early.
Just eat air.

Tomorrow will be the first Sunday which i am entirely free the whole day.
Because i have been visiting my brother for every Sunday and i'm so damn tired.
Hip Hip Hooray!

This new post comes with my new song by Train.
Nice song. Enjoy. Hope it buffer fast enough.

So freaking happy!
I can go for Duty after all!
Yay!
I was so worried and devastated when the teacher mentioned about the sudden change in the time for cross-country. It was changed to the afternoon and i can't make it.
Due to having tuition classes and all.
However, yesterday, someone brought the good news in saying that it changed back to morning.
I felt like yelling 'Yay'! I really want to get that sijil.

Today, YJ was absent from school.
No one was sulking all day by my side like the whole world has offended him.
It turned quiet all of a sudden. Weird feeling.
Hope that you will have a fast recovery.
By the way. When i passed up your book, Puan Tan glared at me.
She thought the essay book was mine and i had delayed the homework.
I am such a good student! Why in the earth would i delay my homework?????
Your fault.

Currently reading Pride and Prejudice.
A classic. My first classic.
Really hard to understand. Hear this and you will know.
[She is not as handsome as Jane].
That is quoted from the book.
See that ironic part right there? She is handsome?
That's the way how ancient people regard a girl if she is very pretty.
They use the word 'handsome'. Gah! Am i handsome? This is so weird.

Oh right. Look at my picture.
The gorgeous bookmark or whatever you call it.
Given by Jes!
The meaning, isn't it fantastic?
Maybe i think too much.