Memories aren't all beautiful when i think that what i was before or what i did was shameful.
When other people did something awful to me, it's an unpleasant memory too.
But not if i had forgiven them.
So they only become people who appeared in my life.
Just like that.
Sometimes, i can't let go of who i was and what i did in the past.
It's not that i suddenly remembered it. It's other people who "reminded" you.
People don't give chances to people who done wrong.
Highlight the word done. It's in the past tense or should i say past participle.
Anyways, it's in the past.
So, this makes the whole (turning into a new leaf) thingy hard.
People reminded you of what you did and you will immediately be ashamed and this causes unpleasant memories.

I treat people differently depending on who you are and what your character is.
So, please don't assume that i treat you like any other people.
It's not the same. I haven't figure out yet, but i think i treat all the people differently.
Like, if you are a nuisance, maybe my face will look annoyed when i am talking.
But on the other hand, i speak to Jes or Hui or May or YJ with a smile.
Maybe i'll have no manners when i am talking to you.
That will mean i have lose my patience with you.
You see the contrast? It all depends on who you are.
Don't expect me to treat you all the same. I can't.

I seldom have mood swings.
Even if i am sad or hurt, i wouldn't say it out loud unless i want to tell.
Usually, i won't. I'll just tell someone close to me.
To just let someone know.
It's really nice to just let someone know.
If no one knows, you will sure to be lonely and that means you don't have best friends.
Best friends will surely know what type of mood you are in at the nick of time.
This brings comfort.