Time doesn't creep past me this year. It really flies.
To some people, maybe time moves slowly. But it doesn't seem so, to me.
I wish time could somehow stop moving so fast.
It's really frightening, forgetting the things i have done in the past little by little.
My memory is limited. Pardon me.
The happy times we share, i shall not forget. And so is the sorrow we endured.
My three best friends. I will not forget everything we went through, even it's plain.
And i just wanna let you all know that no matter when it is, in the past or in the future,
i will love you all forever no matter what.
Even though you all don't love me anymore. Hahar. Kidding.
And i will still love you all despite there are conflict between us before or in the coming days.
But so far, i don't think there was one. So, we must keep up with this good friendship.

Jes, Hui and May. There's really nothing much to say between us. The bond is there. Strong and unbreakable.
YJ, my best male friend, hope it will be a new start for you, be happy.
My brother, best wishes on your SPM. Hope you get the results you crave for. I'll be praying.
My dad, don't work too hard.
My mum, hope you won't miss bro too much and stop nagging at me.

And for the last, myself.
I will pay my whole attention on my studies. My priority.
And i fervently hope that nothing bad will happen to us next year.
Plus,
I am going to miss my brother.
I will be going to school alone now.
I am not gonna hear any sound from my brother kicking his football.
I am not gonna scoop four bowls of rice now.
I am going to be lonely.

Woohoo. This sign was seen just outside the restroom.
I thought it was quite pretty.
After stepping inside Singapore shopping centre's restroom, i really doubt i would go to Malaysia's.
The difference is like heaven and hell. It's so obvious.
Landscape of Takashimaya.

I love those artistic dummies.
So i asked one of the passer-by to take a picture of me and my family.
Cheese!

My dearest Emma Watson.
I deliberately entered Burberry to take a look at Emma.
She's simply gorgeous isn't she.
I took this picture when no one was seeing. Hahar.
I don't know what's this, but i like this picture.
Kinda historical. The faces, although i don't know any of them.
My history is weak.
The puppets in the puppet shop!
I wish i could buy them.
But they are really expensive. Sigh. They are so nicely made.
Christmas tree at the lower ground floor in Takashimaya.
It's the same tree every year. Just that the decorations are different.
Said, my mum. Ok, this picture was taken by my mum.
She tried to do it artistically. But...ostensibly attempt failed.

Went to Tebrau for a movie with my family.
We planned to see bodyguards and assassins.
But i was aware of the possibility that me and my brother can't watch it.
It says in the newspaper that it is 18sg.
I wanted to watch Avatar if we were forbidden to see it, but my bro wanted to have a laugh.
My prediction is right, we can't watch. So, we went for Alvin and the Chipmunks 2.
Adorable, hilarious. But somehow, i expected more, i was a little bored.
And i felt that seeing this type of cartoon in cinemas is a waste.
We should have watched Avatar. Because it won't be nice seeing it at home.
Our sound system aren't as good as cinemas.
Agree?

Bought a pouch for my handphone. It's a must as my phone is kinda fragile.
It's slim and light. So, i bought a pouch to protect it.
Oh right, and i watched Zombieland with my bro yesterday night.

I laughed and laughed and laughed until my stomach hurt.
It was so funny! I recommend it to you guys.
The lead actor was so funny!

Just awaken from a nap.
It was raining, so i slept soundly.
My eyes glanced to my bed side, where my new phone lays.
It is still charging. I have to have it charging until 11 o'clock at night.
Yeah, i bought a new one already. It's a new product.
Nokia 6730. It's in white and i think it suits me.
I don't want to access the Internet using my phone or the GPS system or whatever.
I want it as simple as possible. I will be using it for texting, calling and taking pictures.
All those simple functions is enough. If my phone didn't corrupt, i wouldn't have bought it.
Poor daddy, he have to pay it. Although he offered it as my present.
Oh well, maybe i will buy something for him in return, using my own pocket money.

My family and i went for lunch at Friday's.
Had a sumptuous meal.
Chatted about cops. Yup. cops.
The police here are really lousy, totally useless.
However, the police in China are really awesome, according to my dad.
If you commit crime, they will immediately shoot you.
AND ask your family member to pay for the bullet.
This is a total nightmare! What the hell?
But, it's very useful to decrease the number of people who commits crime.
Cool, huh?

I am actually very happy and pleased with my grades.
It's the best Christmas gift ever.
Thank God, four of us are still together. Really thank God.
And i am really very happy that YJ got the same result. Really.
Don't get the wrong idea when i was astonished that you got it YJ.
Because our names were in the front, so i was scared silly.
I am really happy that we all can still be together.
Jes was delighted, May was too, right?
It all happened so fast. Gah.
Thank you all, for praying for me and so on.
I told Hui that i don't want a handphone (my dad offered to buy me one).
But now, it seems i need one, my phone is corrupted or something.
It can make calls by its own and i can't even sms because it was acting on its own.
What the hell? Is it possessed?
So, new handphone on the way.
Don't sms or call me, i will get my new handphone as soon as possible.

Merry Christmas!
Happy Birthday to my dearest mum, a christmas baby.

I'm confused, totally bemused.
The reason of it is because i want to get my results right away.
On the other hand, i don't.
I want to get my results now as to stop my heart from jumping out.
I don't want to get my results now as i am afraid i can't take the blow.
It's just two days away.
In this short period of time, i know i will be hysterical, out of control.
That's why my mum said that i am not myself.
Of course i know that. I am being emotional and pigheaded.
I am really worried and frantic.
I couldn't sleep properly. Therefore, don't expect me to be good-looking on Thursday.
Maybe i will appear with swollen eyes and hot-red cheeks and frizzy hair and whatever.
I have no time to pay attention to my looks.
My heart's heavy, really heavy, i am panting, gasping for air.
Even when i walk, i feel like as if i am dragging a stone weighing a hundred pounds with me.
My footsteps are heavy. It's sickening! This feeling.
I have to endure it silently to prevent my dad from noticing.
He would be heart-broken.
I must kill time by watching movies and surfing the internet.
I cannot stop. If i stop, the feeling will be back to haunt me.
Friends, please. Please pray for me. I have been praying for you guys.
Let us all get the results we desire. In Jesus's name, Amen.

Currently at my aunt's house.
In Kuala Lumpur! How can my mum bear to go home without doing a little shopping?
So, this is why we are here.
This post's picture will also be uploaded when i return home.
Just now, i didn't take a nap along the journey.
That must be a first. Because i get dizzy very easily when i am traveling in the car.
Therefore, i must sleep to get rid of the dizzyness.
Ok, back to topic.
I have just realized that Sitiawan and Ipoh are so green.
It's so green here. Too green. Compare it to Johor Bahru, it's way too green.
The colour green is so warm. The colour we can find at Johor Bahru is grey, mostly this colour.
So i feel green too. Har har.
It's developing real slow there.
But at least there are now KFC and a big cinema.
Oh, and a lot of shops which are empty( not rented).
I guess a lot of people there are rich. Because they don't have much place to spend their money.
All they can purchase is land. The land there are still huge as they are not developed.
Even my mum owns a few acres. But it's not very valuable.
Oh well.

Hello from Sitiawan!
Reached here the day before yesterday at about 4 in the evening.
This post's picture will be uploaded when i go back.
Because i forgot to bring my cabel. Gah!
Ok. So, it wasn't as bad as i think. Here.
I thought i would have to sleep with the lizards and flies.
But i haven't underestimate the amount of flies in my grandmother's house.
It is like a nightmare! Gah! Oh well. This is life in a kampung area.
Everything became so small.
Maybe it's because i grew taller and bigger that gave me this impression.
It has been too long since i came here though.
The air here is so fresh and clean compared to ours there.
It's really a good recreation place and it's very relaxing.
Nevertheless, i cannot stay at this kind of place for too long.
I am too used to city life.
Sigh. Too used to high tech and so on.
I think i might come here to take a breather but not to live.

Hi ya!
I am going back to my mum's hometown tomorrow morning.
I have been wanting to return to Sitiawan.
Just that i don't get the chance.
The main reason is it's far from here.
The journey will take about 8 hours. I remember i always complaint in the car when travelling.
Because it's so bored and stuffy in the car. It's hardly bearable.
Despite my brother's protest, we will be setting off happily tomorrow.
We so rarely see our grandparents' face. So, we must go back this time no matter what.

Yesterday, i read the newspaper and saw one meaningful and unforgettable article.
The author dreamt about being escorted by an angel, they entered heaven.
He sees a lot of angels working.
A lot of them are working on the wishes we people make.
And then they would reply by blessing us.
But then he entered a room called the acknowledgement room.
Only one angel is sitting at a corner, not working. So, he asked the angel why.
The angel said humans receive blessings but very few people acknowledge God.
"How do we acknowledge God?"asked the man.
"It's easy. just say 'thank you, Lord'.
"How do we consider ourselves blessed?" the man asked.
"When there is food on your table, clothes in your wardrobe, and a roof above your head. If you have this all, you are already considered very blessed." the angel replied.

This article is telling us that one should not forget what God had done for us.
Once you get what you want, you must remember to thank God.
Unfortunately, there are not many people who does that.
This is not right. Even if we didn't get what we wished for, we must also thank God.
Because we may not get that particular thing we wished for,
but God will give us something else in return. Maybe even more valuable.
Phew. I always say thank you to God because i have a lot.
I do acknowledge God.
I knew all the time, that i am very blessed, that i don't have to worry about money and so on.

Thank you Lord. I love you.

Two post today.


Ok. Since Jes and me didn't sing yesterday, we thought that we might as well go again.
Just the two of us.
It was hilarious when she text me yesterday night and announced that she finally got the courage to call and book a room.
Har har! It was so funny. I doubt i can do that. So, she's really brave.
We went there at 11 a.m.
Jes told me the amount required yesterday night.
She said it was RM12 per person because there was only the two of us.
It was expensive but i didn't say anything.
Today when we registered at the counter, the lady told us it was RM6 per person.
I thought Jes was conned the last time she went with her cousin.
As they paid RM24. But it was hardly possible.
So we concluded that the lady was new.
Oh well, because there was only the two of us, i let go!
We sang and sang and sang.
It was tiring! But we had a fabulous time.
Hooray! It was hard to take picture in the room.
Maybe it's because of the lighting.
This picture was imperfect but it's the best i can get.

Yay yay~This is the picture of us in Da Zui Ba yesterday.
It's very fun. Although i didn't sing.
Thousand apologies. Maybe there's too many people so i didn't feel like singing.
But i am really happy. Because i had the chance to meet Jasper and Xuan Jie.
I was chatting with Xuan Jie all the time. He was someone who is easy to talk with.
We talk about everything. That was the happiest part of my being there.
Hah! So there!
Jasper has changed. I was stunned that he changed so much.
Totally different from the past but still recognizable.
He has grown tall a lot but still the handsome face. Seriously, he is handsome.
His features are so beautiful it makes me jealous. Har har~
I was happy to see my old friends.
That reminds me, why is YJ absent?

After that, we went to Sutera Mall.
That was my first visit.
Nothing special.
Oh well. The others wanted have a lunch.
We bid goodbye and went to KFC.
Hui, Jes and Clarrissa wanted fast food because we were actually in a hurry.
I haven't been there in forever!
Wow. But i did not miss the fried chicken.
Because my mum said it's not healthy and oily, yada yada yada......
I was not understanding in the past.
But now i am grateful.
Because of my mum, i rarely have acnes.
Me and May sat there and wait until they finish. We didn't want lunch as we were not hungry.
Went back in May's car.

The End

Boo! The Gift! By Cecelia Ahern.
One of my favourite author.
When i first read it, i feel nothing. Not much specialities that can hold my attention.
Therefore, i read it rather slowly.
Much slower than before.
However, when it reach to the climax, it was like, wow.
It ends abruptly.
And all of a sudden, i felt a gush of warmth in me.
It was so touching that i cried a little.
Good book indeed. It's story really matches the title perfectly.

Heard some rumours about PMR results are coming out on the 20th of December.
Scared me to death.
Phew it's not true.
Relax!

This is what happens when you go out with girls.
I won't deny that i like shopping and buying things.
But don't get the wrong idea, i don't like people, especially boyfriends buying things for me.
Like i am a money-face.
Except on some special occasions, example: birthday, Christmas, etcetera.
I am quite sure that i can afford the things i want to buy and i usually pay them myself (except for clothings).
This is how i have been raised.
But friends are exceptional. Hah! So there!
I went Jusco with Jes yesterday.
We went to PADINI and bought this bag.
We, too, bought 3 clothes each. Har har~
Oh! And we bought ourselves a pair of sandals!
Hmm...that's our Christmas shopping.
We are so happy!

At night, Hui, Jes and me went to church.
May God bless Hui that she will overcome her fear.
Bless me too, as i seem to share the fear.
For our family. Amen.
Rock, paper, scissors!
Long live, our team leader!

I heard a good news about Breaking Dawn splitting into two movies.
It's actually a great idea you know.
Because it's too long to fit into a two-hours movie. Much too long.
So, i hope they really are going to do that.
I hope Bella will be pretty and extraordinary in Breaking Dawn as in the book.
Like a real glorious immortal, just like Rosalie and Alice.
She will look great. In New Moon, she's already very pretty.

I chatted with Jes just now, on the subject of restricting ourselves from seeing some movies, listening to some musics, etcetera. Christian.
Ok. So. I know when i should prevent myself from seeing some shows.
Like murder films or horror films.
They will bring bad influence. Like having nightmares or imagination.
They are said to be the influence of Satan.
And i am working hard on it, not seeing some shows.
But sometimes, i think it's ok. Because as long as you know how to due with it.
Like thinking them as an entertainment.
And most of all, it's too late.
It's too late.
If you want me to be very pure, with none of these kinds of influence, it's too late.
If that's the case, i should have been taught like about, 10 years ago?
The influence had been there already, it can't be remove.
Because i have been watching them since i was 4 or 5 years old.
All i can do is to reduce it and prevent it from becoming worse. That's all.